dammit
why am i having such shity life
parents quarrelling over craps
dammit
how i wish i wasnt borned
damn everything
cant i even have peace for a day
its either
my parents quarreling or
my sister making a fking fuss about something
THATS THE WHOLE REASON
I HATE BEING AT HOME
ITS FKING TIRING HEARING
THE SAME STUFF OVER AND OVER AGAIN
. Am so fucked up now
dammit.
guess wad?
asking me am i having any problems and not
expectin a reply is
the same as not asking
whats the point?
I rather tell my friends my problem then u
because you don't get
what i am feeling
accusing ppl of stealing money
.
how i wish i could be just like
other people
so free
.
dammit
.
i don't wana stay at home... ...
.
.
.
puting on a fake smile
to hide my unhappiness
is just so hard ... ...
but i cant let myself
make other not happy

i hope i could just find somewhere to go
far from my house
far from everything ...