Time now : 10.32 pm
ROCK ON!! =S been dreaming lately about what happens after i die ( i know its lame ) and ya its affecting me SERIOUSLY . now i feel like doing whatever that will make me happy like its my last day on earth . but ya i still haven complete my files (craps)
anyways many things have happened lately , been reading books (that a good sign) and preparing for NZ trip ( lucky got winter wear liao , My uncle's) up in 1 + day and i keep forgetting to tell the sjab tcher about needing the sjabers for PD OMGISH ~.~
Guess i need to ask time to come to a stop and let me take some rest ( sleep will be a good thing )
Haizzzz HAIZZZ HAIZZZ =X HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA im mad .
FOUND out sth =D
Im such a good storyteller =D
kkz back to filing~.~ MEHS~ MEHS~
ROCK ON!! =S been dreaming lately about what happens after i die ( i know its lame ) and ya its affecting me SERIOUSLY . now i feel like doing whatever that will make me happy like its my last day on earth . but ya i still haven complete my files (craps)
anyways many things have happened lately , been reading books (that a good sign) and preparing for NZ trip ( lucky got winter wear liao , My uncle's) up in 1 + day and i keep forgetting to tell the sjab tcher about needing the sjabers for PD OMGISH ~.~
Guess i need to ask time to come to a stop and let me take some rest ( sleep will be a good thing )
Haizzzz HAIZZZ HAIZZZ =X HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA im mad .
FOUND out sth =D
Im such a good storyteller =D
kkz back to filing~.~ MEHS~ MEHS~
file file and away~.~ (T.T)
(p.s. its good to know you're there)
(p.s. its good to know you're there)
LAMED AT 5/28/2008 10:32:00 PM
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Time now : 1:44am
Was blog hopping and i found this interesting
just read this bahs haha = D
10th Grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so-called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair. I wished she were mine, but she didn't notice me like that. And I knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before, and I handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.
11th Grade
The phone rang. It was her on the other end. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said 'thanks,' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.
12th Grade
The day before prom she walked to my locker. 'My date is sick,' she said. He's not going to go. Well, I didn't have a date and in 7th grade we made a promise that if neither of us had dates we would go together just as 'best friends,' so we did. Prom night after everything was over I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her. She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said, 'I had the best time, thanks!' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I wanther to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...
Graduation Day
A day passed. A week passed. A month passed. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home,she came to me in her smock and hat, and she cried as I hugged her. Then, she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, 'You're my best friend, thanks!' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why…
A Few Years Later
Now, I sit in the pews of the church. She is getting married, now. I watched her say, 'I do' and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said, 'You came!' She said, 'thanks!' and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...
Funeral
yrs passed, and I looked down at the coffin of the girl who used to be my best friend.' At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he were mine. But he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him. I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love him, but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me…
i wish I did too… i thought to myself, and I cried.
=X
So ya am taking a break from filing =.= sure die de lor going NZ on the 12 of june and back on 20th which is my mum birthday maybe get a birthday present in NZ for her? Haha now need save as much money as possible =D
=)= (what do you see? )
found ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ interesting ~.~
if you see a happy face you are most likely to be happy and vice versa.
BLAHS tio load of file check and is sleepy now =S WHY MUST HAVE FILES ?!? =.=
by the way , ads are up so go on why not check them out =D ( its nice , i think ) go on a hol oversea anyone? Hahas
Was blog hopping and i found this interesting
just read this bahs haha = D
10th Grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so-called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair. I wished she were mine, but she didn't notice me like that. And I knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before, and I handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.
11th Grade
The phone rang. It was her on the other end. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said 'thanks,' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.
12th Grade
The day before prom she walked to my locker. 'My date is sick,' she said. He's not going to go. Well, I didn't have a date and in 7th grade we made a promise that if neither of us had dates we would go together just as 'best friends,' so we did. Prom night after everything was over I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her. She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said, 'I had the best time, thanks!' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I wanther to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...
Graduation Day
A day passed. A week passed. A month passed. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home,she came to me in her smock and hat, and she cried as I hugged her. Then, she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, 'You're my best friend, thanks!' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why…
A Few Years Later
Now, I sit in the pews of the church. She is getting married, now. I watched her say, 'I do' and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said, 'You came!' She said, 'thanks!' and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...
Funeral
yrs passed, and I looked down at the coffin of the girl who used to be my best friend.' At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he were mine. But he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him. I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love him, but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me…
i wish I did too… i thought to myself, and I cried.
=X
So ya am taking a break from filing =.= sure die de lor going NZ on the 12 of june and back on 20th which is my mum birthday maybe get a birthday present in NZ for her? Haha now need save as much money as possible =D
=)= (what do you see? )
found ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ interesting ~.~
if you see a happy face you are most likely to be happy and vice versa.
BLAHS tio load of file check and is sleepy now =S WHY MUST HAVE FILES ?!? =.=
by the way , ads are up so go on why not check them out =D ( its nice , i think ) go on a hol oversea anyone? Hahas
BOOM BOOM BOOM!!! AND AWAY WAY~
(p.s. help me~ LOL!)
(p.s. help me~ LOL!)
LAMED AT 5/22/2008 01:44:00 AM
Wednesday, May 21, 2008Time now : 12:35 am
Its really just that simple . i just wanted to spend more time with you ... is it really that hard ??
I don't know but well its over , its long ago over , i duno why but the feeling just keeps coming back over and over again one after another , i tried to run *pant* , i tried to hide *dodge* , but well in the end its back to square one * 1 hit k.o.* . maybe its just true , i am not the one . words of thousands came out of me , most of which were lies , im sorry i lied but i really have no other means of relating to you. I only knew this "i cant hurt her. if i could i would just turn back and never started with this.
ITS 12:35!!! omg and i haven done my files CD , E andA Maths -,-~ my full uniform too =.=~ was chatting on msn as usual blah blah blahs =.= i think im dying of lagness in audi its getting worse by day =.= sianz lorhs sianz lah sianz =.= anyway hope tiffy de mei mei get well soon , dun worry too much ok tiffy? i seriously need more time alone . but i guess i would just sleep =.=~ friday is sch hols ler and more work are coming in haizz .... must start choinging liao =.= btw i cut my toes once again == because of a plate full of ants , i jumped over a basket of onions and i slited my toes ( im not emo ) stupid =.= btw i found a new phrase for today .
"I'm dumb but you're stupid =D"
Thats all bah must choing files liao =.=
Choing choing and away?!~!
LAMED AT 5/21/2008 12:35:00 AM
Tuesday, May 20, 2008Time now : 2.44am
Woahs ~ anyway just lvled in audi and i passed my lisc. =X gratz me . SM JIAYOU!!
Post the lyrics of my blog song bah =D
quite nice the song =D 花很迷惘 ~
还有些想逃 虽然有预感应该逃不了
爱或不爱都一样苦恼 花不够灿烂
我不要 我能给你多少 还要为你变得多计较
为何 渴望燃烧 又害怕拥抱
许多花语也有词 我知道 我很渺小
放在我心理推敲 你当炫耀 就算
花开季节你在远方 岸上依然
我流的泪 你怎么还 青春那么短
不想也想向往难忘 我该让你怎么办
花挨著灯火阑珊 迷惘 思念跑向何方还有些想逃
虽然有预感应该逃不了 爱或不爱都一样苦恼
花不够灿烂 我不要 我能给你多少
还要为你变得多计较 为何 渴望燃烧
又害怕拥抱 许多花语也有词 我知道
我很渺小 放在我心理推敲 你当炫耀 就算
花开季节你在远方 岸上依然 我流的泪
你怎么还 青春那么短 不想也想向往难忘
我该让你怎么办 花挨著灯火阑珊
迷惘 思念跑向何方花开季节你在远方
岸上依然 不想也想向往难忘
我该让你怎么办 花挨著灯火阑珊
迷惘 思念跑向何方
LOL SIANZ tmr must wake up early then go sch do up soemstuff for np notice board =D
then pia chem i guess =X
HAHA! lemme post my audi de char aka cute boy vs shuai shuai =D
(shimei's OBLIVIONx is uncle tiko =D)
Small Head=D
Small Head again =.=
SIANISTER HAHAHAHA =.= ehs anything else ? nth liao bah i go sleep (i haven do my maths file dammit --)
Sleep liao bahs~
Sleep sleep and away!
(p.s. HAHA =X see my msn dp damn funny =D)
(p.s. HAHA =X see my msn dp damn funny =D)
LAMED AT 5/20/2008 02:44:00 AM
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Time now : 5.27 am
Note is 5.27 AM not PM shit this thing
i am here alone in the studyroom with my poor laptop accompanying me thinking of what-do-i-do-next.
Interunit games in a total mess i don't even know what im doing . . .
Then results of MYE are like "what-the-f***-is-this-can-you-even-call-this-results?" results =.= dammit im going bonkers sooner or later just a matter of time , this freakshow is going to end soon i guess ... anyway watched finish another movie on chn 8 and it ended at 3.00am
its called "The mummy aged 19 /Ng goh haak gwai dik siu nin(duno how to read)" im now kinda addicted to HK movies i guess =.= so ya the show was bout a guy named bobo and he hates his name thus he changed it to tian you ( quite a nice changed name thou =X) without his family knowing (WOW) and blah blah blah he got possesed by a mummy's son ( literally mummy , those wrapped with tissue papers) and he started wrapping himself with toilet papers . ya then got a priest i guess was much of a love-can-solve-everything mindset . they tried to hug the male lead so as to change him back into normal (WTH =.=) anyway blahblahblah he got changed into normal and he loves his family the end =S
ya lah another less than 4 hours to meeting mr du =X wait and wait and wait kinda sianz at some times im feeling sleepy but i cant sleep i duno why thinking too much maybe , white hairs starting to sprout out my hair =.= i think im getting a piercing after my secondary school , i ~.~
YAYA~
PAPAYA~
TATAPAYA~
KAKATAPAYA~
Note is 5.27 AM not PM shit this thing
i am here alone in the studyroom with my poor laptop accompanying me thinking of what-do-i-do-next.
Interunit games in a total mess i don't even know what im doing . . .
Then results of MYE are like "what-the-f***-is-this-can-you-even-call-this-results?" results =.= dammit im going bonkers sooner or later just a matter of time , this freakshow is going to end soon i guess ... anyway watched finish another movie on chn 8 and it ended at 3.00am
its called "The mummy aged 19 /Ng goh haak gwai dik siu nin(duno how to read)" im now kinda addicted to HK movies i guess =.= so ya the show was bout a guy named bobo and he hates his name thus he changed it to tian you ( quite a nice changed name thou =X) without his family knowing (WOW) and blah blah blah he got possesed by a mummy's son ( literally mummy , those wrapped with tissue papers) and he started wrapping himself with toilet papers . ya then got a priest i guess was much of a love-can-solve-everything mindset . they tried to hug the male lead so as to change him back into normal (WTH =.=) anyway blahblahblah he got changed into normal and he loves his family the end =S
ya lah another less than 4 hours to meeting mr du =X wait and wait and wait kinda sianz at some times im feeling sleepy but i cant sleep i duno why thinking too much maybe , white hairs starting to sprout out my hair =.= i think im getting a piercing after my secondary school , i ~.~
YAYA~
PAPAYA~
TATAPAYA~
KAKATAPAYA~
Bonkers bonkers and away!
(p.s. shld i get?)
LAMED AT 5/17/2008 05:27:00 AM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Time now : 10.21pm
Just now 2 dogs came barking up my house .
For some freakin' reason which i am very sure you'll find it stupid
The dogs (which i have labelled my neighbours as they are F****ing irritating )
have barked up the wrong door , first the bitch came up and hurled words of no reasons to my mum asking her why did she (my mum) say that the dog poured water and sand on the floor infront of my (my house) door. Then she started talking in dog languages ( if i understand any)
it goes like this ... " woof woof woof , woooff wooff woof!! woof woof bark bark bark ."
I think that bitch is trying to say im a bitch so stop telling me what to do . i have a mind of my own ( i doubt so.. )
Anyway she left after losing to me . No lah jk =.= losing to my mum and dad ( WOOTS TWO SWORDS AS ONE aka shuang jian he bi ) LOLS!! anyway my mum and dad tried their best to stoop to their level by trying their best to talk in dog languages which i think sounds more human to me =.=
So her brother came after that ( he is a bastard for i assume because he had a bitch as a sister )
It started asking , "woof woof woof!" ( i guess it meant what you want )
If I could talk in dog languages i would just say , EFF OFF! We do not want anything so stop bothering us and eff off . So ya the bastard even tried to threaten my mum and dad by saying he wants to call the police . But ya ...
*laser shot by bastard * *dodged by mum and dad * * reflect it with the swords they have*
"BASTARD. 1 HIT K.O. "
WOOTS AND MY MUM AND DAD WON AGAIN !!!!
anyway ya lah thats about what happened today . I can hear the dogs barking at their kennel ( is that what you call a dog's home? ) to another neighbour whom i assume is their partner in crime . For now i shall call "him" a dog's dog =D.
Anyway went out yesterday and the day before . i forget what happen when.
anyway i think i went to bishan park with shimei , jielin and rah . went rollerblading~ HEHE
so ya just blade lor ( my blade is slow please dun kill me T.T ) its tiring ~.~
Oh also went basketballing for the past few days . Today also !! we trashed some lil kids and zx made a girl emo ( HAHA THE GIRL BARK UP WRONG DOOR) stupid =.=
Ya lah wish to go out again some other days =DDDDDD
I GO DO E-LEARNING LIAO HAVEN DO !! I WENT SLEEPING =.=
TATA!
Just now 2 dogs came barking up my house .
For some freakin' reason which i am very sure you'll find it stupid
The dogs (which i have labelled my neighbours as they are F****ing irritating )
have barked up the wrong door , first the bitch came up and hurled words of no reasons to my mum asking her why did she (my mum) say that the dog poured water and sand on the floor infront of my (my house) door. Then she started talking in dog languages ( if i understand any)
it goes like this ... " woof woof woof , woooff wooff woof!! woof woof bark bark bark ."
I think that bitch is trying to say im a bitch so stop telling me what to do . i have a mind of my own ( i doubt so.. )
Anyway she left after losing to me . No lah jk =.= losing to my mum and dad ( WOOTS TWO SWORDS AS ONE aka shuang jian he bi ) LOLS!! anyway my mum and dad tried their best to stoop to their level by trying their best to talk in dog languages which i think sounds more human to me =.=
So her brother came after that ( he is a bastard for i assume because he had a bitch as a sister )
It started asking , "woof woof woof!" ( i guess it meant what you want )
If I could talk in dog languages i would just say , EFF OFF! We do not want anything so stop bothering us and eff off . So ya the bastard even tried to threaten my mum and dad by saying he wants to call the police . But ya ...
*laser shot by bastard * *dodged by mum and dad * * reflect it with the swords they have*
"BASTARD. 1 HIT K.O. "
WOOTS AND MY MUM AND DAD WON AGAIN !!!!
anyway ya lah thats about what happened today . I can hear the dogs barking at their kennel ( is that what you call a dog's home? ) to another neighbour whom i assume is their partner in crime . For now i shall call "him" a dog's dog =D.
Anyway went out yesterday and the day before . i forget what happen when.
anyway i think i went to bishan park with shimei , jielin and rah . went rollerblading~ HEHE
so ya just blade lor ( my blade is slow please dun kill me T.T ) its tiring ~.~
Oh also went basketballing for the past few days . Today also !! we trashed some lil kids and zx made a girl emo ( HAHA THE GIRL BARK UP WRONG DOOR) stupid =.=
Ya lah wish to go out again some other days =DDDDDD
I GO DO E-LEARNING LIAO HAVEN DO !! I WENT SLEEPING =.=
TATA!
BANG BANG BANG AND AWAY!!!
(p.s. some dogs just cant comprehend basic commands like shoo!)
(p.s. some dogs just cant comprehend basic commands like shoo!)
LAMED AT 5/15/2008 10:13:00 PM
Monday, May 12, 2008
Time now : 9.31 PM
IT HOLIDAYS !!! WOOTS (JK)
anyway went to HTA today =S then went army market then go bball RAWR!!
FONDUE FONDUE FONDUE!!!
LOOK!!!
Next Up!! THE FOOD AT HTA (opps) =D
& HTA
Train ride.
The usual bball court =D
Thats all bahs tommorow will have more =D ECP next up on the list
anyway
i found out something ,
I see no evil , and i cant see you =D
BYE!
IT HOLIDAYS !!! WOOTS (JK)
anyway went to HTA today =S then went army market then go bball RAWR!!
FONDUE FONDUE FONDUE!!!
LOOK!!!
Next Up!! THE FOOD AT HTA (opps) =D
& HTA
Train ride.
The usual bball court =D
Thats all bahs tommorow will have more =D ECP next up on the list
anyway
i found out something ,
I see no evil , and i cant see you =D
BYE!
BOLD! BOLD! And AWAY!~ WISSHHHH~
LAMED AT 5/12/2008 09:29:00 PM
Thursday, May 08, 2008
Time now : 11.12 PM
RAWR i missed the 11.11 =.= pl0x
anyway revising for a maths sianz
=X im dying so fast so furiously. LOLS!
theorem this theorem that BLAHS BLAHS BLAHS anyway i should start posting pictures , its getting boring now =.=~
maybe after mye got loads of photo to share HEHE =X HAHA =X RAWR RAWR RAWR =.=
im going bonkers liao
enough said =X
jiayou coz tommorow last paper...
JIA JIA JIAYOUYOUYOU!!
がんばって！！！
RAWR i missed the 11.11 =.= pl0x
anyway revising for a maths sianz
=X im dying so fast so furiously. LOLS!
theorem this theorem that BLAHS BLAHS BLAHS anyway i should start posting pictures , its getting boring now =.=~
maybe after mye got loads of photo to share HEHE =X HAHA =X RAWR RAWR RAWR =.=
im going bonkers liao
enough said =X
jiayou coz tommorow last paper...
JIA JIA JIAYOUYOUYOU!!
がんばって！！！
がんばって がんばって and away!
LAMED AT 5/08/2008 11:13:00 PM
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Time now : 9:43 pm
HAIZZZ ( trying to be tiffy)
anyway to start on a happy note
im posting =D YAYNESS =.=~~~
Ok 3 more days till all is over =X i really needa catch up after the MYE i cant afford to lose any more time =X
must learn to manage time better liao Hehe~!!!!
oh ya tommorow is npcc day just a gentle reminder , wear full u and report before 7.05 am
oks going to start bio now =X i hope i won't regret studying bio .
HAIZZZ ( trying to be tiffy)
anyway to start on a happy note
im posting =D YAYNESS =.=~~~
Ok 3 more days till all is over =X i really needa catch up after the MYE i cant afford to lose any more time =X
must learn to manage time better liao Hehe~!!!!
oh ya tommorow is npcc day just a gentle reminder , wear full u and report before 7.05 am
oks going to start bio now =X i hope i won't regret studying bio .
Bio BIO AND AWAY!
LAMED AT 5/06/2008 09:40:00 PM
Thursday, May 01, 2008
Time now : 1101pm
omg i admit i have not been studying chinese but im going for the final boost i cant afford to change class. Haizzz
lols!!! jiayou kai yuan!!! omgish omgish~~
i can do it i can i can i can!!!! RAWR
anyway today i went to study at po boxes =D wana know where? dun tell you HAHA kkz i nida go study
just a short update anyway
gratz yixuan and chinpang for going to the national ug camp =D PL0x
jy jy!!!
JIAYOU!!!
JIAYOU~!~!~!~!~!
omg i admit i have not been studying chinese but im going for the final boost i cant afford to change class. Haizzz
lols!!! jiayou kai yuan!!! omgish omgish~~
i can do it i can i can i can!!!! RAWR
anyway today i went to study at po boxes =D wana know where? dun tell you HAHA kkz i nida go study
just a short update anyway
gratz yixuan and chinpang for going to the national ug camp =D PL0x
jy jy!!!
JIAYOU!!!
JIAYOU~!~!~!~!~!
Burn burn and away!!~
LAMED AT 5/01/2008 10:59:00 PM